Are you Feeling What you Should be Feeling?

It has been a weird week for me last week. Somehow things happened just like that and i do not even know what happened. Sometimes i think to myself, as a guy why should i be so sensitive. It is not like everyone notices what you do for them, it is just a matter of what they need at that time.

Being sensitive, i have thought this point over and over again countless times. But i have yet to find a definite answer to my question. What choices should i make? What should i do? The same goes to what i should feel?

It is not just about me, but i think that all of you out there have had this dilemma before. What should you feel? Or are you feeling what you should be feeling? Or is everything is just a fairy tale that will be over in a blink of an eye.

It has been a while since i have had this kind of dilemma and honestly i do not know myself what i should do, what i should be feeling, or should i be feeling what i am feeling now. Yes i have written a few posts regarding this feeling stuff and how to cope with them roughly. But the truth is, when it comes to myself, i do not know how to handle it. No, do not tell me that you all out there do not have the same problem or difficulty. Truth is when you look at it closely, everybody can give advice and teach you what to do. But not everyone can cope with it when it comes to them.

Everyone of us has hopes for everything that is good but it does not always turn out to be what we want. Same goes to what you do not want. When you don't want it, it comes to you. We do not actually have control over ourselves. What i believe is there are a few paths paved out for us to choose, the choice is us to make but what happens on those different paths are already pre-determined. That is what we call destiny.

Enough of my rantings. Hope my blog readers out there don't get bored of this. Maybe there is more to come. But all in all, i hope i do not regret the decisions that i make. Same goes to you all out there! Think carefully before you decide in something!